Author: stevekuusisto

I can’t explain this but last night I had a dream in which Leadbelly appeared with his Stella 12 string guitar.  The first thing you should know (if you don’t know it already) is that Leadbelly didn’t look like a musician. He looked like a tough old share cropper who might have been photographed by Walker Evans. He was a big dark man with a richly lined face who would frequently get into trouble in the world of Jim Crow because he could never disguise his fiercely intelligent eyes.

In the dream he was just himself. He strummed that blonde wedding cake guitar and sang for his own protection; sang for his private soul; sang without regard for anyone.

That song was an unearthing: out of the dirt came medicine bottles blue as cobalt;lost dimes; cast away carvings left behind by slaves;shards of a mirror; laces of shoes…  

Surely that was a good dream.

In our time when the unconscious has been rendered unfashionable its customary to think of the mind as an amalgam of social forces before which all human beings are nearly helpless. We’re just performing with limited social scripting whatever limited freedom we can achieve. Or else we are properly or inproperly medicated pursuant to the whims of our HMOs.

As I get older I see that Carl Jung’s ideas about the unconscious are more relevant today than they were 80 years ago. Jung who saw that we have universal dreams no matter where we live and regardless of our time on earth. Jung who saw that its possible for human beings to dream the dreams of other human beings.

Man that was some guitar last night.

S.K.

I was having those last minutes of pre-dawn sleep. There was a telephone and I picked up the receiver and put it to my ear. The voice announced that it was Goethe’s–it said I should not be surprised. The voice told me that the dead make phone calls even if they died before the invention of the telephone.

“Okay Goethe, how do I know its you as opposed to Novalis?”

This is all I remember. The next thing I knew I was geting a face wash from my guide dog.

I wonder if Goethe will call me back?  

Awake now and feeling speculative I recall that Goethe was a poet of springtime. One could call him the official German language poet of spring.

So that wasn’t a bad phone call.

But what if it   had something to do with selling my soul to the devil?

Well then I can say my dog woke me in the nick of time.

In which case one may say that a guide dog helps its blind companion in more ways than one. 

S.K.

My wife Connie loves to ride horses and lately she’s been taking jumping lessons. People ask me if I’m also taking horse back riding and I tell them that I like horses when they appear in poetry or the other arts but otherwise I prefer to stay far away from them. In turn these people look slightly hurt as though I’d confessed to wilfully farting in church. There are many reasons for this and they include the hope that a good horse back ride will help me as I live and learn to love my disabled life; or, they hope that I will inexplicably fall  and get trampled like  a tax collector in Roman times; or they wish for an agreeable conversation about the mythic powers of horses who are, after all very mythic indeed.

My problem is that I don’t have any faith in the horse upon whose flanks I find myself perched like a wobbling melon and I have even less faith in my own ability to commune with such a skittish, wind driven creature. On the whole I think I could commune better with a potato.

You see I figured out long ago that horses don’t  like me. They see me as a walking version of a tumbleweed. They don’t have any respect for me because I’m just a dread nuisance disguised as a man. I’m neurologically wired to a fine pitch but its not a pitch that horses appreciate. IN short I make a horse’s skin crawl. I’m the guy who, had he lived among the Cherokee would have been named: “Secret Man Who Stands Behind Crazy Horse”.

I take no pleasure by saying so. I love horses from a distance. I love those who love horses up close. I love the ardor of horsemanship and the sounds of galloping horses. I love horses when they appear in my dreams.

But please don’t ask me to ride one. I’ll leave that to the trained professionals and those who don’t make horses turn into electrified be-hooved kamikazes.

S.K.

Where is it written that upon election presidential candidates must drink the Kool-Aid of the  Nixon administration? Apparently this is in writing somewhere and in accord the secret service rolls one of those old civil defense water barrels into the oval office and pries off the top for a sampling of the Chateau du Tricky-Dick. One wonders if Mr. Obama like the boquet.  Was there a hint of cherries? Were there some tanins that hinted of Pinochet’s Chile? Did Mr. Obama  hold his nose?

We will never know.

What we do know is that the president has flip-flopped on his original decision to release over 2,000 photographs depicting the maltreatment and/or torture of foreign detainees by U.S. forces. Yesterday afternoon Mr. Obama announced that he has changed his mind. He has determined that the release of these photos will have the potential to harm our troops in the field.

One imagines that Obama has performed a quick political triangulation. He will let the judiciary compel the release of the photos. He knows that they will be released eventually. He also knows that in the climate of “Cheneyiazation” when the reactionary bubble talk is that the Democrats are making the nation weaker he is much better off if he adopts the position that he is withholding the photos for the sake of the nation’s security.

The Kool-Aid must be exquisite.

S.K.

I was in the “walk in”clinic awaiting diagnosis when I chanced upon a laugh out loud posting over at Lance Mannion about the inestimable Newt Gingrich. Master Mannion challenges the idea that Senor Gingrich has “ideas” and more to the point he looks at the man’s real record in the policy and leadership departments. The post is well worth reading just for the laugh lines. Its more serious contention has to do with the mainstream medias willingness to imagine that old Newt has something like cogito grande in the cabeza. Read Sir Mannion for the skinny.

I must now lie down.

S.K.

Do you ever find yourself longing for a good, old fashioned 19th century illness? Perhaps you’ve been reading Susan Sontag and you’re feeling ever so swoonish in your whale bone corset or your itchy Czarist underwear with the hundred mother of pearl buttons. Anyway the point is that you’re just not feeling yourself. Don’t you long for the days when, out of sorts, half crippled with malaise you could go to Herr Doktor and he, pink, hirsute, bespectacled, well fed, well furnished would talk to you for over an hour because after all you were always beautiful whether you were a boy or a girl, man or woman. You were always impossibly beautiful to Herr Doktor who would give you a glass of good Russian tea and talk to you as the twilight filled the tall windows and the Egyptian figurines seemed to move slightly in the deepening shadows. Of course there was something wrong with you. Something carved like mahogany but far inside. Something stained and sequestered like the frame of a hidden door. And Herr Doktor would know enough not to open it. All he had to do was make you feel like a reasonable neighbor and accordingly charge very little. Going home you could watch the orphan boys light the gas lamps with their long tapers.Yes. Those were the days.

S.K.

What does this mean? I look as through a glass darkly. The candle sputters. The rest of my tribe is asleep. I must write quickly before they wake. I think the sleepers would be angry to know I’m using their precious wick in the matter of writing these notes. The soul and its properties are negligible to those who must work. The candle is for finding our clothing in the pre-dawn darkness. 

Write quickly. Open the throat of your hands. Put freedom on the page. Orphic animals . Let loose the electrolysis of sunlight on water. Let no one imagine that he or she is alone. 

S.K.

So you are watching  MSNBC or CNN or CNBC or Fox or Lordy, the “local news” and in a frequency effect game you promise yourself a drink of Gray Goose every time a suited type explains that Detroit’s problems are the direct result of employee benefits, as if the unprecedented collapse of credit to consumers has not occured; as if the auto industry has not failed to invest in a new generation of cars that will get better mileage–say for the sake of argument we’re talking about the same mileage that cars are getting in Europe.

You start to get a little drunk. The unions are at fault over at CNN. Have another drink. Don’t think at all about the fact that the Big 3 U.S. auto makers have been replicating largely unsaleable product lines for over a decade. Don’t imagine that management has had a key role in undermining the health of our nation’s leading manufacturing industry. Look. Even today on MSNBC a suit was overheard saying that the unions are the problem. Pour some more Goose. Drink like a rich man or woman. Play at selective economic memory loss. Ignore that American workers are not the problem and that their benefits are a minor slice of Detroit’s shrinking pie.

You might as well play the drinking game all the way to its conclusion. Pay no attention to the fact that a national health care plan would be good for business and for industry or that the business of union bashing is essentially an argument against the inclusion of blue collar workers in the middle class.

Peter S. Boyer writes over at the New Yorker that the whole sad decline of the U.S. auto industry has to do with the unions but in fact the estimated $1,500 that Boyer asserts must be added to the cost of an American car as opposed to a Nissan that’s manufactured in Tennessee where there are no unions is a red herring. If Barack Obama’s efforts to bring low cost medical insurance to every American can be realized those costs in the arguments concerning Detroit’s woes will be erased.

Los Angeles

by Andrea Scarpino

This week, as fires burned in Santa Barbara (about 80 miles north of where I live), I thought a bit about loneliness. Seeing photographs of evacuated people lying on cots in shelters, of homes reduced to scorched earth, of trees burnt black all the way to the tips of their branches, made me remember how much we, as humans, are really alone. No matter our technology, our missions in space, our explorations to the very depths of the earth, we are lonely creatures, unable to commune with very much outside of our species and dependent on the simplest things for our survival. A spark of fire and a mountainside goes up in flames, a hundred houses burn. Fire rages unpredictably through canyons, lifts unpredictably on the wind, jumps across highways and rivers without any discernable pattern. And at the end of the day, all that we’ve created for ourselves looks like loneliness. Broken. In ashes.

But there’s a beauty, too, in those photographs, in the billowing smoke moving down the coastline. A beauty of the ephemeral, that which passes faster than we would like. A beauty of the delicate. Because even mansions are easy to destroy. Even metal and stone and bricks—given the right temperature, conditions, heat, everything that humans create will burn. All the physical things of our life will dissolve back into earth, air, water—the most basic elements.

Of course, this isn’t to say that people who lose their belongings and homes to fire should look on the bright side of things, should relish the beauty in it. Natural disasters are terrible for many reasons, just one being that they remind us of our fragility, how no matter our wealth or brilliance or kindness, we are all susceptible to the terror of a spark, a lightening strike, a fierce wind. This is just to say that fire is a type of loneliness, a reminder of the strange place of humans in this world. How we have created more than any other animal, and yet, at the end of the day, we are just as vulnerable, just as subject to the laws of nature as the rattlesnake, the tumbleweed.

Andrea Scarpino is the west coast Bureau Chief of POTB

Visit her at: www.andreascarpino.com

The call came in at 3 a m: a body burned beyond recognition in the hills (insert location, Laurel Canyon, Newton, the outskirts of Moline.). The detective (insert socio-economic thumbnail here: a Tai Chi master and Lesbian loner,a sharply loveless  nearly middle aged military veteran who, if he held strong beliefs would resemble Robert Jordan, but because of ((insert malady here:  the Viet Nam War; divorce and bourbon; downward economic mobility; manic depression; disability; or other invisible neurological disorders)) he can only live in the moment like a restless and superior animal.(You can insert other liminal sleuthing figures: shaken priests, rabbis, awol professors, secretive homeboys, just remember that your shamus needs her or his alienation for the private investigator must be a ritual figure who  functions best when he or she is out of town by choice or exile.)

The call came in at 3 a m. The body was found in an empty swimming pool like some character in a Robert Altman film but  it was unidentifiable, only the soles of the feet intact. 

Detective Ernest Fenellosa lit an Egyptian cigarette and peered down at the remains. He could smell the eucalyptus leaves or the wood smoke or the wild cinnamon ferns–it doesn’t matter, he had a good nose.

He saw how the body straightened itself as it burned.

He remembered a hundred cruelties and kept them to himself.

The detective possesses dramatic irony.

He can hold several thoughts in his head simultaneously. He knows that Sordello can be Browning’s Sordello or Ezra Pound’s or the Sordello belonging to the girl next door.

His only sentimentality occurs in sleep.

He doesn’t believe in lyrical epiphanies. For instance he likes the people who love the opera but not the opera itself. He has conditioned reflexes.

He sees that the victim is a message but of an infinitely small type.

His book of science often comes apart in his hands. He reshuffles the pages.

One tends to like him more than the poets. He understands that not all movements are for effect.

This is a relief.

Those whose fidelity is engaged with silence are the best at asking questions.

S.K.