My Heart is Moved by All I Cannot Save

Some days the best thing you can do is make a virtue of your isolation–whether it comes from work, your neighborhood, or most glaring of all, the politics of your time. 

I’ve seen so much human perfidy and outright cruelty and so have you. So have you. There’s a good chance you’ve seen worse than I have–a good chance you fought in Viet Nam or you’ve lived in refugee camps. When I write this blog I remember its read around the world. I have readers in Rwanda, readers who’ve witnessed or outlasted events far worse than the incidents contained in my own biography. And still I know that wherever you live you may need to be singular, to let yourself withdraw, even if its only into the privacy of your thoughts. My wish for you, whoever you are, is that when you enter the realm of your wishes and reflections you think about virtue. I wish for you freedom from privacies of vengeance and morbid irrealities.

 

Soul work requires striving for freedom and a willingness to reflect on pain. Growing is lonely work but true growth isn’t composed of schadenfreude–the easy hope that because you’ve suffered others will also suffer–or should. In our time its the great nations that demean solitude by polluting it, directing the helpless and lost toward naming imaginary enemies. As Carl Jung said: “Just as man as a social being, cannot in the long run exist without a tie to the community, so the individual will never find the real justification for his existence, and his own spiritual and moral autonomy, anywhere except in an extramundane principle capable of relativizing the overpowering influence of external factors.” Nation states take full advantage of the lost–relativizing external symbols. Although I’m a spiritual person–a lefty Episcopalian–I admire Christopher Hitchen’s book God is Not Great: How Religion Poisons Everything. If the propaganda arm of fascism doesn’t stuff a man full of morbid irrealities than organized religion will certainly get the job done. Hitchens offers a resolute and thorough history. 

 

Whoever you are, with your crutches and your homelessness; with your sadness at the plight of your children, I wish you an hour of untroubled capacity–not happiness, not contentment (I wish these also) but capacity–a state of mind that’s composed of dimension. Life is cruel but it changes fast. Your soul is your most precious possession. I want most often as a poet to protect our soul’s candles from wind. Whoever you are, you see I dare write these things. For if the churches and the broadcasting houses cannot make me hate, nor can they make me ashamed. As Adrienne Rich wrote:

 

My heart is moved by all I cannot save; 

so much has been destroyed

I have to cast my lot with those

  who, age after age, 

perversely, with no extraordinary 

power, reconstitute the world.

 

 

 

   

Disability Studies, Lyric, and Passing the Cup

We live in the age of “argument frags” rather than sustained rhetorics. This is not news. Whether you’re on the left–Deleuze, or right–Alan Bloom, you must make your way among clots of reasoning and spurts of semoiology. In literary terms we call writing that forwards fragmentation “lyric” with the understanding that lyric writers are invariably navigating crises, either personal or historical, and that the hot spasm of the fragment is the only way to make one’s way. Emily Dickinson; Miklos Radnoti; Odysseus Elytis; Audre Lorde–lyricists make a long list. I am a lyric writer and prefer submerged and aleotoric offerings to larger inventions, whether we’re talking about a long poem or a cultural theory. Fragments are harder vehicles to drive and they also admit more plurality than big narratives. This hasn’t always been true but I’ll venture to say that imperialism has made it difficult for any thinking person to incorporate wide narratives into one’s thinking without irony. 

 

When big theoretical narratives succeed in our age they are necessarily anti-imperial and contrarian. We read Edward Said, but not what’s his face who wrote “The Bell Curve” because our post-colonial time affords us opportunities to examine the history of destructive ideas. The oppression of people of color; of women; of gay and lesbian, and trans-gendered citizens; of the disabled–the list is long–was built from sustained imperial rhetorics. This begs the question: what does a sustained anti-imperial rhetoric look like? I’m asking both as a disability studies professor and a lyric writer and not without my subjectivities. 

 

The best answer remains Edward Said’s sensibility–that we read fragments as fragment formations. We assemble collages, analyze their frictions. And this is where the theorist and lyricist are in agreement. We’re shoring things up, scattering pages across the floor, building a sensorium and ethos from bits and pieces. In this way we’re all like Walt Whitman in old age who, sitting in his rocking chair, poked at dropped pieces of paper with his cane–always finding the bit he wanted for a visitor. 

 

In his justly famous essay “Text, Context, and the Fragmentation of American Culture” Michael McGee wrote about this shoring of fragments, noting: “that the fragmentation of our American culture has resulted in a role reversal, making interpretation the primary task of speakers and writers and text construction the primary task of audiences, readers, and critics. (Interpretation and text construction go together like reading and writing, of course, so it is important to understand from the outset that I am not suggesting that today’s critics no longer need to worry about interpretation, for example, or that today’s speakers need not make speeches. “Primary task” means “the most essential” or “crucial” operation in successful reading/listening and writing/speaking.”

 

In other words, “you’re on your own” or as Kurt Vonnegut Jr. would say: “help is not on the way, repeat…”. The primary task of audiences is now the assembly of the means of interpretation. The idea is terrifying if you’re a Victorian, exhilarating if you come from a historically marginalized position. All fragments carry their origins and their specificities. Nowadays our job as literate citizens is to know about the fragments and in turn know what our role must be in re-presenting them. We are all cultural rhetoricians. Michael McGee used Dr. King’s “I Have a Dream Speech” as an example:

“As a finished text, “I Have a Dream” is an arrangement of facts, allusions, and stylized expressions. As a fragment in the critic’s text, the speech is only a featured part of an arrangement that includes all facts, events, texts, and stylized expressions deemed useful in explaining its influence and exposing its meaning.”

My text and your text and Dr. King’s text are all fragments in a greater counter-intuitive but necessary enterprise of resistance–we expose influences and meanings. We are all “Rhetors” as McGee puts it. We are suspicious of anything that passes as a finished text. Finished texts are suspect. Dangerous. “The White Man’s Burden” and “The Monroe Doctrine” and Oliver Wendell Holmes famous eugenic assertion that “three generations of imbeciles are enough”. Finished texts can kill you. 

 

But in the market place of ideas there’s still plenty of room for consumerism. If fragments and lyric assembly are active engagements, there are plenty of readers who want assurances and agreements. They hope for affirmation, to be told there are people who think just as they do. Such assurances and agreements are, in the age of fragments, larger fragments–sectarian, oppositional, phlegmatic, but fragments nonetheless. I first noticed this in my early thirties during a lunch with Catherine Stimpson and several of my English Department colleagues. I was hoping for dialogue–to frame an intersection between feminist theory and the emergence of disability studies. This was in the mid 1980’s and dis-studies didn’t yet have a name, at least not broadly. Professor Stimpson heard me out as I talked about Julia Kristeva’s “The Power of Horror” and the intersection between abjection as experienced by women and by those in the disability community. I was treated graciously but also dismissed, less by Stimpson than by my colleagues. I was, as they say in the vernacular, “OK with this” for I rightly saw that my ideas offered a distraction in just that moment. But you see, distraction is part of fragment assembly, crucial, entirely necessary to working against method (as Paul Feyerabend would say) and counter-politics depends on alert distraction. Feminism, crip-theory, queer theory, post-colonial theory, all depend on our understanding that arrangements–our texts–are only reified examples of larger fragments deemed useful in explaining influence and exposing meaning.  

I’ve always been an admirer of Hannah Arendt’s view of political life, that it should be spontaneous, plural, and public. I worry about disability studies–a field I care passionately about–fear it has generally left out neurotypical people, non-speaking people, those whose disabilities are invisible, favoring models of “super-crip-ism” that could move easily from back rooms to television screens. I fear that all too often disability studies valorizes narratives of sexy contrarianism by leaving out the spastic people and the ones who don’t look so good. Or the ones whose disabilities are just too inconvenient. Our fragments are assembled without sufficient irony. The finest disability writer I know (I know him both personally and on the page) is Tito Mukhopadhyay. 

Tito’s autism has largely prevented him from attending college. He doesn’t have a degree and he’s not likely to get one soon. The latter speaks to how disability studies imagines its fragments rather than to obstacles of accommodation. Tito is one of the best poets I know. This is a lyric poem, searching out its direction:    

The White Cup

 

Nothing could make me

stop thinking

about it.

Its inside was white

and its outside

had

some patches of colors—

orange and yellow,

randomly marked

here and there

by some one who was perhaps

entertaining his vision

with orange and yellow creation.

It lived on the kitchen shelf

like a smile,

watching all the food preparation

from the kitchen shelf.

Who knows what the smile

was about?

No one fed it anything but tea.

Nothing could stop me

from staring at its smile,

its orange and yellow,

randomly patched smile.

It entered my heart

from the kitchen shelf

until it turned into

my obsession.

And then—

I never

wanted to leave the kitchen!

Who knows what might have

happened to the cup

forever after?

The cup, white on the inside,

patches of yellow and orange

on the outside,

turned into a memory.

It returned one dream

to begin this poem.

And ever since then,

at a moment called When,

I began my thoughts

of filling and emptying

that cup of memory—

in orange and yellow patches—

with my story.

 

   

      

 

On Public Intellectuals and Transmission Resistance

Richard Posner’s book Public Intellectuals has always seemed to me like a greased pig: fast, inelegant, hard to pin down, and finally, without much utility. But occasionally even a gassy book yields something worth a second look. Early in his study Posner writes:  

via www.planet-of-the-blind.com

Saw more evidence of the failure of public intellectuals this morning–the talking head programs are simply "aping" the line from the national security state that Syria is a grave cyber threat.

A Point of Clarification

In my post below about crip culture and theory I mention two superb scholars in disability studies–namely David Mitchell and Robert McRuer. I admire both of them very much. In these febrile times its good to clarify. My position is simply that crip culture has been driven in ways that reinforce vision and visual display. I’m concerned about this because 70 % of the blind remain unemployed, because blind students on college campuses across the US struggle mightily to gan access to books and articles and web sites. Because finally “culture” when its properly contrarian should by its every nature be mindful of inclusion. 

Blindness and Crip Culture, Two Ships, Different Maps?

I think its time to say something long overdue, namely “crip culture” isn’t concerned much about blind people. David Mitchell’s canonical film “Vital Signs” which argues the body is political and the crip body is inherently political is not only inaccessible to blind viewers (an embarrassment twenty plus years after the ADA but who cares?) it lays out the ways and means of crip culture which are inherently ophtho-centric as in the end, crip culture is about display and visual irony. As they say in the vernacular, “it is what it is”. 

 

Perhaps this disinclination toward thinking of blindness has to do with crip theory’s strong connection to queer theory–Robert McGruer’s “crip eye for the normate guy”–blindness doesn’t present well as fashion though of course its inherently problematic on the street. I don’t know. I do know that many films and videos coming out of crip culture are not mindful of blindness and that when blindness is theorized it is usually reified as the embodiment of alienation.  

 

I’d like to hear from readers about this. Am I wrong?

On Public Intellectuals and Transmission Resistance

Richard Posner’s book Public Intellectuals has always seemed to me like a greased pig: fast, inelegant, hard to pin down, and finally, without much utility. But occasionally even a gassy book yields something worth a second look. Early in his study Posner writes:  

With the flowering of the modern university, an institution that fosters scholarly research and places only limited calls on its faculty’s time the better to encourage creative scholarship, it became apparent that intellectuals had a career path that would enable them to write exclusively for other knowledge workers if they wanted to. But it would also allow them time to write on the same subject for two very different audiences, one consisting of students and academics in the writer’s field, the other of nonspecialists, the educated general public, itself expanding with the expansion of university education. To the extent that his academic reputation or intellectual gifts were portable, an academic might even be able to write for the educated general public on subjects outside his area of specialization.

One wonders when the modern university “flowered” for if the answer, predictably, is one hundred years ago, its worth remembering that institutions of higher learning in the United States were teaching “the white man’s burden” and eugenics. Let’s say the flowering occurred sixty years ago, just after the second world war. If that’s the case then knowledge workers had three different audiences rather than Posner’s two–students and academics in the writer’s field, the non-specialists of the general public, and a new and very hungry post-war media. Non-specialists and the hungry media are not the same audience. Public intellectuals should know the difference. Some do. One good way to know the difference is to hold something that’s a bit like the golden rule though perhaps harder to achieve–an Augustinian Golden Rule that depends on past knowledge and self-irony. It goes like this: never do unto others what you wouldn’t want done unto you, plus, while you reflect on this, remember you used to be capricious, shallow, and self-absorbed…

 

Almost everyone is capricious, shallow, and self-absorbed as a child or teenager and these characteristics are often the catalysts for strong ego formation and adult success so let’s raise a glass to whatever isn’t timorous and fearful in children. But there does come a moment when you’re “in the world”–when self-awareness is not only necessary for preservation, its the key to inclusion in a diverse and just social order. The Augustinian Golden Rule is both ironic and humane. Who are the public intellectuals who have genuinely understood this–who refuse to lie for profit while defending broader human interests? 

 

Cornel West comes to mind for his insistence that all human life has sanctity and his resistance to neo-liberal and neo-con modes of imperial action. 

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nQbAyMJ2ds

 

Noam Chomsky for his brave and nearly solitary fight against propaganda regarding Israel and Palestine: 

 

http://www.cnn.com/2013/08/16/opinion/mideast-talks-noam-chomsky

 

Susan Sontag for living a life of citizenly duty:

 

http://www.c-spanvideo.org/program/172991-1

 

Martha Nussbaum defending human dignity in the age of the internet:

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gnVWfJIY38A

 

 

 

The examples above suggest how being a public intellectual requires a muscular awareness of the problems of transmission–that the medium must not be the message. I’ve been thinking about this in part because programs like The Rachel Maddow Show or Melissa Harris-Perry–seen here scolding Edward Snowden–have tended toward neo-liberal positions on imperialism, perhaps in accord with the media and corporate interests that pick up their paychecks. Both Maddow and Harris-Perry appear unaware of the problems of transmission I’m referring to–more than unaware–one might say shruggingly immune to the kind of awareness and resistance to media described here. 

 

Does this resistance matter? If you want to be a public intellectual I think it does.