Storm

 

According to the radio a storm is coming. The giant oak raises lead balances like a clock. A friend once told me my writing was “too experiential” but I didn’t ask him what he meant. A storm is coming. It wishes me neither good nor ill. I have a thirst for simple answers. The storm has no thirst–no patience, just a promise. 

 

Trotsky said: “ideas that enter the mind under fire remain there securely and forever.” But I have too many friends damaged beyond recognition by war to believe him. Ideas that happen by fire are not secure. They are like small birds at the scene of an explosion. 

  

It’s the hours before a storm that count.

A Few Moments

 

The stone wall under snow sticks its faces out and they look like old men keeping an eye on things. Walking this morning in the cold I wanted very much to be sentimental, to ask the slender shadow of my boyhood to come along–the kid who was always groping,  putting his blind feet forward. Wisdom is only fed by a few facts, but many surprises. All night I read about the Nazi philosophers and their eager embrace of euthanasia for disabled children. I was fed by that fact. Then I went out into the restless shadows of the winter woods, and my larger name was swallowed by the cold The boy in me was very much alive, said: “the swaying birches are Samurai.” 

 

Kyrie

 

At times my life seems to hear a long way off.

I hear the traffic in Cairo, in Kuala Lumpur, 

The excited small occasions, the minor miracles. 

I remain in the house and no one sees me. 

 

It is like that childhood day when, alone, 

solitary with my blindness, I heard a long turtle ease

herself from the shadows in a boathouse,

pulling forward through doors of darkness.

No Name for It

Morning. Winter rain. The meadow is silent still

as an empty stove. Trees silent. And in the sky

a withered leaf flutters like one of death’s butterflies–

scrapes the window going past. 

 

My dream last night goes outward like ripples on water.

My brother, long dead, is in a boat, turns with oars,

spins in waves, looks for a sail

by the far shore, against dark pines.

 

'Delhi Rising' For Women With Disabilities

(The Hindu)
February 19, 2013

NEW DELHI, INDIA– [Excerpt provided by Inclusion Daily Express] The One Billion Rising (OBR) global campaign to demand an end to violence against women has provided disability rights groups an opportunity to bring the spotlight on the harassment faced by disabled women.

Access consultant and executive director of Samarthyam Anjlee Agarwal said on Friday that her organisation, which promotes accessible environments, had organised day-long events on Thursday to seek a stop on violence against women, especially women with disabilities.

She said the initiative has got the support of Delhi Metro which joined Samarthyam to make Delhi a safe, gender friendly and inclusive city by displaying digital flash message on violence against women in its train coaches and at all Metro stations.

In several places like YWCA, NDMC Connaught Place, Jantar Mantar and Parliament Street, Ms. Agarwal said dancers of Samarthyam and Ability Unlimited Foundation performed on the theme “Delhi Rising” on wheelchairs and in doing so showcased their abilities. The message that they had for women with disabilities was “Celebrate life, celebrate diversity and celebrate freedom”.

Entire article:
‘Delhi Rising’ for women with disabilities

http://tinyurl.com/ide0219133

Police Restraint Death Of Man With Down Syndrome Declared "Homicide"

(WJLA)
February 19, 2013

FREDERICK, MARYLAND– [Excerpt provided by Inclusion Daily Express] The Baltimore County Medical Examiner’s office ruled that a 26-year-old intellectually disabled man died by homicide while in custody in Frederick.

The medical examiner ruled that Robert Saylor, of New Market, was asphyxiated and the manner of death is a homicide. He died on Jan. 12.

Saylor was at a movie theater with a health aide in Frederick on the night of the incident. He had just watched Zero Dark Thirty and refused to leave the theater after the film ended, authorities say.

Three deputies were called to handle the situation. Saylor was handcuffed and was allegedly resisting arrest when he had what authorities describe as a medical emergency.

According to a law enforcement source familiar with the case, the 26-year-old went into distress when he was put face down on the ground.

Entire article with video clip:
Robert Saylor death ruled a homicide

http://tinyurl.com/ide0219132a
Related:
Robert Saylor’s Death Ruled A Homicide: Man With Down Syndrome Died In Police Custody (Huffington Post)

http://tinyurl.com/ide0219132b

Reverie

–in memory of Muriel Rukeyster

 

 

So finally what choice do you have? Break bread with the poor. 

The sturdy paw of want has touched your shoulders. 

 

Swarms of humans all around–the sun shining 

on everyone, what choice do you have? Walk anywhere,

 

woods are mild, the eyes of horses, mild, green 

is calm, dreams, windows high in old churches,

 

world is love. Sun ripples, churns on water. 

Break bread. 

 

Walk with an empty bridle. 

Walk.

 

D.J. Savarese, My Friend, Our Ally in Disability Rights

I am a lucky man. Although I bear the emotional scars of a tough childhood—a disability childhood, one with bullying, cruel teachers, lots of loneliness—I have had the startling fortune to meet magnificent people throughout my life. These people are like the shine of fish darting in summer. They come out of black water and the heart no longer feels alone. One of these fish-shine people is D.J. Savarese, the son of my friends Ralph and Emily.

via www.planet-of-the-blind.com

Some days its proper to reblog a good post. If I was a disc jockey, I'd say: "This is going out for D.J.!"

Disability and Political Optimism

I am not optimistic. Or I am. I stagger in my head. I see young poets devoid of activist politics–for poets, read, artists in general. The trees surrounding the arts colony are dying from acid rain but the young writers talk about the fetishization of body parts–self-fetishization. I listen over pork chops, thinking, “you’re so perfect for the 80’s”; thinking, “the universities created you!”; feeling phlegmatic, pinched, tired beneath my shirt. 

 

Who wouldn’t feel weary? The Associated Writing Programs conference–the big conclave of college and university creative writing faculty and students has almost nothing to do with human rights–don’t expect help in the world struggle from the MFA classes. Neo-liberalism creates and extends a cotton batting, a social insulation borne of anemic performance art. Ideas are better than action. This is the aestheticized anodyne to progressive politics. True political life hurts. Who would choose to hurt when thinking about hurt is so much easier? Let’s historicize hurt. Let’s make hurt as small as a speck in a rat’s retina. 

 

On Facebook I see artists and university professors advertising sabbaticals, the  imported cheeses they eat, a new outfit, a sled called “Rosebud”–you name it. 

 

If activist optimism is to survive the issue is still “the streets”–the question is: can you be optimistic in the streets?      

 

As a writer with a disability I’m optimistic because of the following street wise people, groups, and initiatives, offered here in no special order. These are some of the folk who refresh me, keep the nerve of optimism sufficiently tickled to continue firing:

 

 

ADAPT is a national grass-roots community that organizes disability rights activists to engage in nonviolent direct action, including civil disobedience, to assure the civil and human rights of people with disabilities to live in freedom. http://www.adapt.org

Ynestra King (author of Dangerous Intersections: Feminism, Population, and the Environment who wrote about the arrest of wheelchair users protesting the lack of accessible taxi cabs in New York: 

 

What ensued was an hour’s standoff, as they tried to figure out what to do with us. While they had a small army’s worth of hardware, vehicles and personnel on the scene, as we waited it became apparent that the NYPD did not have a wheelchair-accessible paddy wagon! After a long standoff and more arrivals of higher-ups from the mayor’s staff and the police department — and lots of phone calls to parties unseen — a decision was made to commandeer Access-a-Ride vehicles to take us to jail. (Access-a-Ride is the problematic New York City paratransit service for people with disabilities, often referred to by users as “Acc-stress a Ride.”) To their credit, the regular drivers of the hijacked vehicles told the higher-ups that they “wanted no part of this,” and so supervisors on site for the mayor’s party were forced to step in and operate the lifts and drive us to the police precinct.

Simi Linton: activist, writer, film maker, community organizer, scholar, raconteur. See her video remarks here at the GIMP Project. Her new film Invitation to the Dance, co-produced with Christian Keller 

 

Bill Peace (also known as “Bad Cripple”): anthropologist, bio-ethicist, disability rights activist, public intellectual, wheel chair athlete, and a cogent contrarian. His blog is a must read if you care about human rights. Read his piece entitled: “Oscar Pistorius, Helen Keller, and the Problem with Role Models”

 

Anne Finger whose books include Call me Ahab; Elegy for a Disease; Past Due: A Story of Disability, Pregnancy, and Birth. Anne is a writer who never forgets the human rights issues that surround each embodiment. Her essay “Walking to Abbsanta” in the Seneca Review’s issue on the “lyric body” is astonishing–a tribute to Antonio Gramsci. The essay reverberates, troubles, sweats, as the fascist view of the abnormal body remains today and still haunts the public nerve. 


Ralph Savarese who is working on neuro-diversity and the poetics of autism, and who knocks down barriers for non-speaking people nearly every day. 


This is such a partial list–there are so many more writers and scholars whose daily actions defy the abstracted and isolated world of post-post-neo-liberal containments. But this is a morning’s refreshment.