I will praise my maker but not today—here in a green study
at my desk arranged like battle lines
I’ve nature “tooth and claw”
and two blind eyes. (I’ve more than this—
shirts and shoes,
my children’s clothes,
abnormal psychology,
doubts cast in books.)
May praise be scattered like old prayers
til it enters the wheat. May I carve
with a penknife on a door
whispers of my household.
May God wait in irregular shadows.