Disability and the Crickets

Book Cover of "Planet of the Blind" by Steve Kuusisto

When I was a boy I found an abandoned stove in the woods and I sat beside it to hear the crickets singing inside. That was my first opera. Those crickets sang of unearthly latitudes and I sat listening for hours. I must be honest—sometimes I’d cry beside them. I was just a little kid and already I knew the varnished life of blindness for I was not allowed to play with others. I was in turn studying the masters, the tiny bodhisatvas who sang with their legs. How could I have expected such a provincial beauty would fill me? I did. I knew, listening with everything I had, crickets would materialize within me. They were my first talking books. My first Caruso. Later I’d discover Lorca, his line: the little boy went looking for his voice/the king of the crickets had it…

Yes. The cricket king. The little boy with his thick spectacles. The proscenium arch of that old stove among the birches.

 

 

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Author: stevekuusisto

Poet, Essayist, Blogger, Journalist, Memoirist, Disability Rights Advocate, Public Speaker, Professor, Syracuse University

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