You can’t always pretend you’re fully alive
Uncle History says—he’s talking
To a squirrel—living between life and death
Is exhausting, I know you know
When he talks to animals
He feels closest to himself
But not in a Lord Tennyson
Rum-ti-tum way
More like he’s asking
For editing advice
As he writes a suicide note
“Come on out here
And stand in the rain with me”
Says a Norway rat
‘You have to keep living
In order to suffer
From the opposite
Of your intentions”
“In general,” Uncle thinks
“It is humbling
To be stymied by a rat”
Planet of the Blind 