I feel the tongues of the old poets
They again tell their stories, snake like,
Of first wonders, pleiades and wind
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Dreaming of dead friends
All of them strangely happy
Though they’re grey as donkeys
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We children hid among trees and watched the old woman who we’d been told “had a lobotomy”and we saw her as a witch. We dug into our foxhole. She came out of her trailer home and swept her garden path with a broom. We were speechless, separate, ambiguous little creatures in the presence of nameless adult suffering. This is why pastoral verse is hopeless.
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This is why memories in the middle of the night can’t be assuaged by TV. The sadness of others sweeps us. Caesar knew.
I get down on my knees and touch the ground. If forgiveness isn’t possible at least I can tap some Morse Code…