No one gets a free cookie in the work camp called America. You kids get back to work. Get on your scabby knees and scrub the jetsam.
Last night two cabs in Brooklyn refused to give me a ride. No to the guide dog. No to the man.
The man was told, despite the ardor evident in his heart, and perhaps observable on his smiling face to get back on his scabby knees.
No taxi. No cookie. Same old.
I never get used to it.
This came after a beautiful poetry reading honoring the late poet Deborah Tall at Bookcourt, a lovely indie bookshop. We had a good turnout and wonderful readers and wisdom and lyrical intelligence were all about us. About. We were about together honoring a poet who passed away young and who’s posthumously published final book is now out.
I said to someone, “well they can’t take our souls” in reference to Trump. Later I had to say it about the taxi men. You can’t have my big plush heart you bastards. And I’m terribly sorry no one gave you a free cookie. I haven’t gotten mine either.
Meanwhile I almost got run over yesterday while walking down Sixth Avenue when a bicycle messenger ran a red light and almost struck me, save that my guide dog made a quick maneuver and saved us both.
Meanwhile strangers, pedestrians, witnesses jeered the bicyclist who fell of his damned bike and was scrambling to get to his feet.
Meanwhile I thought he’s just another guy who didn’t get his cookie. I couldn’t be angry. I was alive. He was alive. We went our separate ways.
Meanwhile I like this recipe for the free cookie:
I part Walt Whitman’s breakfast (whatever he was having)
2 parts reexamined opinion (almost anything by Naomi Wolf)
3 generous doses of George Orwell’s “Animal Farm” and—
3 equally generous doses of Susan Sontag
Garnish with Christopher Hitchens “Notes to a Young Contrarian”
You can tinker with this recipe. It will accept many ingredients but the caveat is that the input, the human sine qua non must represent ardor and a history of assisting others. So, for instance, Ayn Rand doesn’t quality. No also to Norman Podhoretz.
You can put in Hilda Doolittle or Roberto Clemente if you like.
And of course we’re talking about spirits, so it’s up to you how you’re going to get this into cookies.
See? I’ve nearly forgotten being almost killed and then denied my rights.